Stinker

No, not Piper, although every once in a great while she can be a little stinker :) It's me. Lately I stink as a blogger, and I'm not sure that I can recover. Life is so full - I worry that I won't ever have time to blog again. Which is so sad because I love it and miss it! I'm torn - should I give up now and let it go? Or keep trying (and most likely failing miserably?).

I started a blog about Piper that's for our family to keep up on the happenings with the little munchkin. But I do think it'd be healthy to continue to have a blog of my own, since I still have an identity outside of just being a mother. Except that, let's be honest. Right now I don't. I work from home, four long days. Then Friday through Sunday I spend as much time as possible with Piper and run around doing all the things that running a household, being a wife and being a mom involve. Not to mention being a friend, sister, daughter, daughter-in-law, sister-in-law, etc. There's not time left over to define myself as an individual independent of someone else. And certainly no time to be interesting.

And maybe I'll never have that time again. But, maybe I will. I'm not sure. So for now, if you ever check this blog, I can't promise anything dramatic. But if you hang in there, I may be able to deliver a grown-up blog again someday :)

 

5 comments:

seussgirl said...

I'm still here, and thanks to google Reader, I'll always know when you find time to post! For now, don't worry about it; when you have something you need to say, we'll be here to read. Otherwise - enjoy your life as it is for now!

2:38 PM
Jessica White said...

I'm always checking in (google reader too). I know what you mean about time....when I do have a few spare moments I just want to do nothing.

6:53 PM
shopgirl said...

At least you have an excuse NOT to be blogging so often - you're BUSY!! But I still check in - thanks to Google Reader too! I know what you mean - I used to blog often -but then somewhere I lost it - and quitter in me won't give it up.

Blog as you can.. I'll still be here to read it!!

9:43 AM
Laura said...

I'll be waiting for whatever you have to offer! Take care!

12:26 PM
Panharith said...

I know what you mean about time....when I do have a few spare moments I just want to do nothing.



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