Ever get the feeling that you've done something wrong, only you don't know what? The 'waiting for the other shoe to drop' feeling. That's how I feel. Only as far as I know I haven't done anything wrong. It started last night and hasn't stopped. Relentless nausea. Exhaustion. Everything hurts without actually hurting. Today I cried at work for no reason. My boss said, "How are you?" and I starting crying. She asked me what was wrong and I told her I don't know. Which is the truth. I don't know, but I know it's not good.
I worry that it's delayed punishment. Maybe I haven't done anything wrong lately, but the universe can hold a nasty grudge. It waits until you're relaxed and comfortable, and then revisits your sins upon you. It's like holding a rock poised over an ant when you have no intention of letting it live. It's cruel really. I know there's something wrong. I can feel it. It's a poised rock, and I'm standing in its shadow.
Either that or I have the flu. Another distinct possibility given my symptoms.
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4 comments:
WOW so not a nice feeling to have!! Hope it gets resolved one way or the other soon....that ominous feeling is the pits!!!
Crushed by a rock vs. the flu.....neither choice sounds too pleasant. Hope you feel better soon!
You should go skydiving. It works wonders for the blues.
Hope you are okay!! You've been missing for a while...
Could you be preggers? Hormonal changes could do this to you...
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