Thank you all

for so much support. Part of me feels like we were pregnant for such a short time, that it's almost silly to be upset. But of course, I feel devastated. And the ups and downs of so much uncertainty, such tenuous hope, just intensify the pain, confusion, and sadness we're wrestling with. The fact that you all respond as if I have a right to feel this loss, well... it's helpful beyond words.

I'm going to go read about everyone else now, and take my mind off things.

 

7 comments:

DeeMarie said...

Still praying for you through this. A loss is a loss, and no one here will minimize that. Big hugs.

3:28 PM
Moxie said...

It's not silly AT ALL. It doesn't matter how long you were/are pregnant--that baby is yours and you have every right to feel whatever you need to feel about what's happened. I hope no one tries to tell you otherwise--anyone who does has never been there. Loss is loss, whether it's at 5 weeks or 15 weeks. I just wish wish wish you didn't have to go through this.

3:35 PM
HeatherPride said...

Ditto Moxie and Deemarie. What a roller coaster you have been on in such a short time. Give yourself time to mourn - it's still a loss. It's ok to feel grief. We are all thinking of you.

3:48 PM
Steph at Problem Solvin' Mom said...

hugs to you, dear! I am praying for you, and while I can't relate, I can definitely understand why you would be feeling such heartache.

Take care,
Steph

5:43 PM
mommy2twinkies-Deb said...

I send you hugs and good wishes and good karma and prayers. I've been thinking of you. You have every right to feel what you feel. You may mourn for a while, but that's ok. Feel better.

5:47 PM
mommy2twinkies-Deb said...

I just want to let you know that I just tagged you for a MeMe on my blog.

9:06 PM
Swishy said...

You feel what you feel, and don't think you have to justify it for a second. I hope you are doing OK ...

11:10 PM